Postponing your dreams of what will make you happy for him so you can pursue his together, even though you already done half of his dreams years ago by yourself before you even met him.. when all you really really want is to move in together and start a family.. because you’re old school.. but you push it to the back of your mind because he wants to travel and says you’re too young to settle.. but at your age your mum was pregnant with you and settled :( and you want that because you don’t want to be older than 28 when you become a parent for the first time.. :( you make compromises because last night he said you want different things.. but he didn’t mean it the way it come across.. it came across like he didn’t want you anymore.. but he said it wasn’t like that.. and yet him saying you’re too young to settle is basically exactly what you thought last night.. I’m sorry if I’m ready to settle and I’m sorry if you’re not and not ready to fully commit yet because you wanna be a hoe still.. whhich would explain why he doesn’t tell you he wants to marry you anymore… he used to a lot but it’s ceased.
Yet again, everything on hold for someone else.